Every day I ask myself,” who am I?”, and every day the answer is the same. I’m an overly patient, sensitive, and timid young lady who still has a lot to learn about life. Also, I’m very selfless. I think of others and their feelings before I think of my own. Actually it happens so much that I never get a chance to think of myself. I wish I could shake this habit for the simple fact that it only results in me being walked all over. My mother always told me not to be selfish but if you don’t think about yourself, no one else will. To this day life has proven to me that my mother’s theory is right. I look back on my life and see mistakes that I’ve made that could’ve been corrected only if I had thought about my own feelings. But I see myself molding into the person that I want to be and not what others want me to be. The problem that I have is I care a little too much about other people feelings that I end up blocking out my own. I must start doing things for me as oppose of worrying about what others may think if I did so. I want to be an emotionally strong women and I want to learn to not be afraid to express my feelings. I believe deleting my timid ways will help me reach my goal. Then I ask myself the next question,” How will I do this?” To answer this question I just simply put my name in the place of whoever else name was there first. Add my own thoughts and feelings and eliminate everything else. This way for once in my life, I will be considering myself and putting a smile on my face.
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